Tuesday, November 18, 2008

bluer than blue

it breaks my heart to know that euan kept looking for me the whole time yesterday...he didn't saw me leave yesterday, but today he was awake and we played a little before i left for work.
it's just so sad not to be with him and to take care of him because he has colds and i'm afraid it might lead to asthma again. although he is still the same active, always-playing-never-gets-tired boy, i just hope he'll recover soon.
i just can't stop thinking of euan but someone told me that the more i think about him, the more he'll get anxious. i really do hope to get over all my blues in a breeze.

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