Wednesday, January 14, 2009

dreams

Lately, I had a series of dreams. Dreams about my high school friends. Weird because I haven’t seen them nor talked to them for longest time. Sunday was about my best friend kirk. Everytime I woke up dreaming about him, I always have a feeling that he is not ok like he has a problem or something. And mostly, my gut feel would turn out to be true. But that time, I did not dare text him to check if he is ok. Monday was about my good friends Len and Erwin. They are based in Australia but in my dream, they were here, visiting us. Funny because Len had tons of cosmetics as pasalubong for us. Tuesday was about Bambi and Rosselle. In my dream, Rosselle was pregnant. And last night was about Cecille. I visited her in their house in Pacita while she was having a vacation here. But what interests me in that dream was that I saw my lola, alive! And she was with Euan, strolling along the street while I visited Cel. My lola just died recently. But in my dream, she was as strong as I remembered her.
I don't know but I have this thing about dreams. I don’t know if it is just pure coincidence that my dreams would happen in real life. But most of it really do happen and most of it are those that I just let pass or did not even bother to recall. I also have frequent deja vus and I don’t know if this has anything to do with my dreams. Now I really make it a point to remember all my dreams. I feel that it sometimes warn me from something, I don’t know but I just find it weird sometimes.

And the dream about my lola, what could that possibly mean? I had several dreams about my father who passed away 8 years ago. but I have been longing to dream about my lola since she passed away last year and as far as I can recall, this was only the second time that I dreamt of her. I don’t know what to make out of those dreams, but I think it was more of my longing, my desire to re-live the moment of being with them. Oh well…
And those dreams about my high school friends have gone overboard. 4 days straight! I really do hope that these dreams are not those that serve as a warning for impending danger. Maybe I will just send them an email. And hope for some great news.

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