breathe

the year is almost over and i can't seem to shake off the bad feeling. 2008 was not a good year for me and up to the last few days of the year, everything just don't seem right. i don't want to carry all the blues to the coming year as i am hopeful that the new year will bring in a better and happier year. i hate it when i am like this, not in my usual-happy-self. but still, there's this litttle voice in my head, constantly reminding me that "life is what you make it". it's true, it all depends on me whether i want to be happy regardless of what bothers me or just sulk and stay in the gloomy side of life. but there's this part of me that wants to linger and just wallow. confused, all i can do is breathe.